So, I just learned what an 'open relationship' is. All I can possibly say to that is EEWWW. I mean really?? There are people who are okay with being married to somebody who wants to sleep with other people? gross. I should never have asked what it was. because it totally grossed me out. Even deleted a person because they were just...gross.
I also had a moment. I think it is just because I am totally emotional...I won't go into it, but I had a very jealous moment. grrrr. I don't understand jealousy, and have NEVER been a jealous person, I just had a moment. That is really the only way I can describe it. A weak moment where my mind wasn't working the way it should have been.
facebook rant???? grossness on facebook. don't be nasty...and don't insinuate...don't assume you know my mind when you don't....and don't say the f word on my page. it just makes me upset.
SO, tomorrow is Vday...have I mentioned how much I detest Vday?? it is stupid. everybody has so much false love on that day. If you can't be loving and thoughtful throughout the year, why would I want you to be on that day when 400 commercials have to remind you to say I love you....or you buy something that is totally worth nothing because some heart shaped box tells you 'she'll love it' grrrrrrrrr. I don't like it. maybe it is because I can't have what I want on Vday. maybe., I won't admit to it for real. I am just leaving it at that.
Where has my desire to cook gone?? I really really need to find it, and soon. otherwise I am going to waste away. >sigh<
My man.....he is amazing. just in case I haven't said that lately. falling in love....well, with him, is the most amazing feeling in the entire world.
okay, so that is all at the moment :}
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