Wednesday, February 23, 2011

a shot of self-esteem chased by a shot of self-reliance

So, as of today, I am manless.  My father is in Afghanistan, My brother is in Florida, My fiance in England, and my only cousin who I could count on (manwise) is joining the Army and leaves in less than a week.  seriously if that is not the largest shot of reality I have ever had I don't know what it.  Maybe I would be okay with all of this if every man I loved wasn't over 600 miles from me.  >sigh<  grrrrr.  I am also having some ex issues.  I mean, you would think that years later, he would get over trying to control me and make my life miserable.  BUT, yeah, ummmm...no.  He is still a jerk and now has somebody spying on me.  Thank God for the restraining order and my dog and my .41.  It is all so stupid and just plain irritating. 

So, I got into the J.R.Ward Black Dagger Brotherhood books.....and can we say FABULOUS???????  yeah, addicted.  Not for the lazy reader though, and it is a bit intense with the language and such, but oh my cow, it pulls you right in and just doesn't let you go.  I have been told I may not like the last few books in the series, but I am going to enjoy the first ones and just let the boat float  :-)

I told Daniel there was a saloon here....and I wanted to prove it with this:

...yeah, everything looks a bit used up and run down in the daylight...  but nonetheless, here is a saloon  :}

Ohhhhhhhhhh...and before I forget to mention......It be coyote killing time.  Below is a picture of what was in my yard today...
grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr.   I wish they would just STAY away.  I mean, I don't mind them really, I just don't want them 100 feet away from where my defenseless children play.  thank God for Luna

5 comments:

  1. Oh dear! I didn't know your Daddy was leaving already! Bless your heart! I miss my Daddy.. sucks being so far away!

    Your ex has someone spying on you?! What the heck?? WHY? Because you're doing such scandalous things? lol..

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  2. Like for 2 days now...I am not going to be able to last 6 months. Daniel gets here (hopefully) about the same time as daddy and I only get to see John like once in between that time.

    Oh....let me tell you about alllll the scandalous things I do...I have naked women bathing in my yard (Luna would be so embarrassed if she knew I told everybody this ;) And the man staying at my house already has a girl, >sigh< Apollo just isn't my type anyway lol

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  3. you know when im there for good there will be no telling me to stay hidden away in the house when he comes to pick up the girls... just sayin

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  4. oh and yay a saloon... i will so be spending my evenings in there haha

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  5. I was more worried about what you would do to him, not the other way around. Than they would never okay your immigration :-* But you are right, there will be none of that anymore.

    and sugar..that saloon is not full of people you wanna be spending your time with..just sayin' lol

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